Synchronicities galore

Today is January 6th. Today is the day, two years ago, my father had his final heart attack and was taken off life support to leave this life. Tomorrow is the day my father died. I wasn't with him at the time. My mother and his sister were there to ease his way. We buried him on a Monday, the day of the moon. There was an enormous hanging moon on my birthday this year. While we were in southern Alabama, I had a hotel room all to myself. Tony couldn't come, he had to tend to his mother. I watched the first episode of Charmed. Today, the first season is on the floor where it shouldn't be. There is no reason it should be out. I get it, universe. I get it.

<> I realize I didn't explain that very well. It makes no sense to anybody who isn't living inside my head. Feel free to not try to understand it and move on. Just know that I have returned to my path. I tried to be what my parents & brother wanted me to be. I tried for 2 years, but the truth of the matter is that it just isn't who I am. I won't be derogatory towards their beliefs and I will even go to church, if moved to do so, but it's just not me.